Breaking it down.

I finally have a website design for my new website and I’m really looking forward to launching my own media marketing on-line company that will focus on generating business and creating some leads in local markets. I love media for all the reasons everyone else does, but I also like the idea of creating communities with like minded business owners.  I’m really excited about finally getting a launch up and running- it has been some time in the making, but I think I’m finally ready.  I usually don’t get far in these crazy ideas, but I’m really more focused or at least I think I feel that way.  Since graduating in May I have had doubts of where my life is going as far as what gives it meaning.  When days bleed into each other and there is no time to allow your creative voice to be heard, well that is when I feel the most out of control.  I gain control from having a creative and artistic voice.  I still believe that design is what allows us to reach a higher level of feeling.  I think that “loving” what you do is still very important to me.  I can’t say that I’m a 100% sure if this is just another one of my many pick them up and leave them ideas, but I’m willing to take the risk to see where things go.  I work six days a week and this type of schedule doesn’t leave much time for dreaming, I dream because I can’t do, but I also dream because I want to be. I want to be more than I am, but who doesn’t.  I feel like it saddens me that I can’t help out the web series my friend was creating, but sadly my schedule can never really sync with those.  I hate to let it go, but I’m excited to see where it goes- Its really fun watching people do what they love.  I want to find what I love before its too late to just say- “nothing”