On a Hunt:

I’m finally at that point when I’m ready to go on the job hunt in a “recovering” economy. I’m nervous thinking about what might be out there in the world, but I’m also very excited to find out what life is like beyond my small view. There are no guarantees that I will end up anywhere near my Media Technology concentration, but I’m optimistic that I will get something that makes me truly happy. I enjoy working more than just about anything else, so long days at the office wouldn’t be a horrible thing. I feel like whatever may come my way that it should at least be interesting and slightly creative. The “A” goes with “B” thing really just isn’t what I like to do. I want a challenge that will push me to meet deadlines and the rush of creating something from just an idea. I’m taking it slow because I don’t want to rush into just anything- it has to be the right job at the right time. I want to maybe get an awesome internship at a PR firm or Marketing project. At this point in life I can really go anywhere and do anything so why am I letting my ambition take a backseat to my fears? It’s natural to have some fear, but it shouldn’t take over your life. I sometimes let it take over my life because I don’t know anything beyond what I’m currently doing. I try to focus on the good and live a life that has meaning, but my thoughts sometimes cloud my intuition. I’m too nervous to take the next step and I just can’t sit back and watch what happens either. I’m a little lost, which sadly is nothing new, but I have a feeling that maybe things are about to turn around. Hopefully.